wanting to feel as though there is an inside that has the ability to open up to share thoughts, feelings and emotions and realising the emptiness of mind being able to see that the emptiness inside is closer to the goal than can be anticipated fraught with desire chased by image faced with the mind that lets so much in dreaming to be beyond but not willing to let go unable to without assistance why? why? learning is key patience is necessary freedom is the desire effort pain knowledge loss love happiness that cannot be a life void of all encompasses. an empty cup