honesty smashed up against reality a sight that envelopes the heart allowing the mind its freedom its itch its nastiness always too active, never in mind, that oneness which feels whole, beauty that is divine held i am aloft in sights and sounds, afraid to reach forward as each moment i am alone enveloped the freedom i feel, that seems so dormant, lay awaiting, smiling, enjoying i am there i hide me i allow its all because never a doubt