in decision

i'm not lost only looking saddened by this world, human existence, that we live within now feeling a small path will make a big difference wanting our need for a symbiotic relationship to be forthgiving seeing shapes given over to each material being i feel forgiven pleaded upon though to make a change never feared of, for time will eliminate our hope will only stretch us so far without realisation we will be lost

to realise that letting go is simply being within moments this second and beyond. a moment is so deep held for eternity awoken to happiness open to the all truly alive honest strong encapsulated by the breath, the senses not wanting of past or future to only be

stopped  for a moment feeling life now no thought no mind all emotions emptied lost a wholesome freedom from the electric noise going on without knowing elapsed separated full the desire to be sharing drawn hopping gayly ever the fool

making shapes at will own forms from a taught paradigm shifting, feeling momentum is forward is it to know. would you? i? why? if its motion exists, allow it foward or back it shall be learning from each moment, irrespective of time passing holding to knowledge over life shaped by it all, free to know

a mind like a shadowed sky sitting beneath it seeking only blue clarity, emptiness, vast a wandering thought taken by many seeking emptiness, knowing wanting is the cause of pain mistrust of confusion no diligence, no patience, not enough practice caught in this time, in this place, seeking only the past freedoms of thought rhythm of solitude to assume it would be easier perhaps that is

looking to find a reason. should there be? a time, a place, a space? momentum will shift within its own rhythm, its own pace. shifting ever toward a mind of emptiness the all encompassing owns life, owns the now, holds the emotions, thoughts and escaping feelings. to only desire nothing at all, to be free empty alone emptied and formed

a smiling delight in pure nature abound, i hold happiness. soft to her heart i try to see what secrets, what enlightenment, what joy i might find. hidden so that we may deeply feel it, experience all in a moment

letting the happiness of now be all enveloping. a now that is whole, livid with thought, a hope to see beyond. not fearful as each moment spent does involve a now a then to be dreamt a time that is

perhaps it is only given in small doses. never freed, allowed to be whole. pieced together by soft touch. wet with alone its peace a happiness alive. facing never pain i am

unkowing of thoughts real purpose devined to be alone a whole aloft, bereft of this feeling a totality that you may never will holding time never not understanding that now is only now watching to see if perhaps now is

uplifted by whole leveled off to feel complete knowing that this is only a piece the start anew thoughts entangled with a freeing greed unknowing i will devine to be watching only time enveloping myself as it happens as i exist as i am

following an unknown road wanting of but a path set out set out before my time shaped within a different sphere allowed to be set by others so that i could be free for you forever alive as me