in decision

looking to find a reason. should there be? a time, a place, a space? momentum will shift within its own rhythm, its own pace. shifting ever toward a mind of emptiness the all encompassing owns life, owns the now, holds the emotions, thoughts and escaping feelings. to only desire nothing at all, to be free empty alone emptied and formed

a smiling delight in pure nature abound, i hold happiness. soft to her heart i try to see what secrets, what enlightenment, what joy i might find. hidden so that we may deeply feel it, experience all in a moment

letting the happiness of now be all enveloping. a now that is whole, livid with thought, a hope to see beyond. not fearful as each moment spent does involve a now a then to be dreamt a time that is

perhaps it is only given in small doses. never freed, allowed to be whole. pieced together by soft touch. wet with alone its peace a happiness alive. facing never pain i am

unkowing of thoughts real purpose devined to be alone a whole aloft, bereft of this feeling a totality that you may never will holding time never not understanding that now is only now watching to see if perhaps now is

uplifted by whole leveled off to feel complete knowing that this is only a piece the start anew thoughts entangled with a freeing greed unknowing i will devine to be watching only time enveloping myself as it happens as i exist as i am

following an unknown road wanting of but a path set out set out before my time shaped within a different sphere allowed to be set by others so that i could be free for you forever alive as me