in decision

so many mistake immediacy for the moment it is alive but only with dreams, desires and memories mis understanding that not only are we alive, but free free to be unattached, enveloped, whole i miss the many hearts that do not live now left pining within the mind freedom exists beyond freedom is yours take it

One day I will watch the light go out (eyes) from you it will be sad but only because I love you so it is beautiful.

escaped in a world of indecision held aloft to only see the shape a dance so good finding happiness with loss my only face for show alight with joy and wonder never alone i am

honesty smashed up against reality a sight that envelopes the heart allowing the mind its freedom its itch its nastiness always too active, never in mind, that oneness which feels whole, beauty that is divine held i am aloft in sights and sounds, afraid to reach forward as each moment i am alone enveloped the freedom i feel, that seems so dormant, lay awaiting, smiling, enjoying i am there i hide me i allow its all because never a doubt

letting go to soon only shows the hidden side, shows deep beyond that pass divide and with each brighten one becomes a whole softly happiness and white joy abounds small shapes togetherness a fallen chasm of time seen in an instant forgotten

unable to let go of it to not reach out and want but only to touch it slowly lost emptiness only smiles into the now unashamed we move past the void into the sane