fall down into happiness

whoops there i go,
dropping myself into a hollow
letting my knees go weak, slipping beneath the clouds
leaving space for freedom to abound


when we open we unfurl
allowing an existence to seem near,
one that
perhaps

is not real.

i often wonder if i were to be strong enough to let go
to be what one knows they have learned
escaped of conformity
free to live with the unknown

afraid and enlightened

i wonder if i could be
and would i